okay.. today was kindda okay.. guessed the atmosphere is abit tensed.. i somehow feel that bffs are drifting apart.. somehow i felt that it seems too early to start.. but i pray that someone will prove me wrong! i really missed the happy times bffs were together, laughing;crying;and all sorts of nonsense...

back to today, i was late for lessons again! i really am feeling so sick now adays.. issit because of the breakup?? issit thats why i look at everything so negatively?? someone, please come and help me! i dont want to suffer from depression!

so i stayed back with chen min today to do the CADP! thanks chenmin for staying with me! we really had lots of fun staying back! so here i am, at home, trying to nurse myself back to health!

if you could do anything

please turn back time

and make all sorrow and pain dissapear

this is my prayer,

AMEN!