friday!

i am soaking every single bit of my single and i admit that i'm lovin' it! AHAHA! the freedom and pressure is off! but i the lonely-ness is replaced:(..
today was kinda fun. felt that i have achieved something today:)! class was kinda lively as usual. and YES! we all want to go to KOREA! yeah! haha.. me,mel,kenny,sean,dy,and abi all agreed we will sign up for the exchange programme to korea! i hope we all can go! its from 3-9 oct, and i'm looking forward to it already!!
hang out with abi,sean,josh and dy today! went jamming for one hour, then 'chilled' in the libary for a while. after that went with josh and abi to doby ghaut! i just realised it was sooo near to SMU and orchard road! singapore is really small man! haha! but really enjoyed myself there! did'nt know what real good friends i had. this is probably the first time hanging out wif josh! as in hanging out, not doin proj!haha! cos he's out wif his gf most of the time! i really envy them! 2 years and they're still strong! after that, went with abi to wee-wee hse to collect something!
i am really exhausted now! so goodbye!

i am really sorry! i don't know what to do to be forgiven. or maybe i shouldn't even be!
when both of u were down and emo-ing, maybe i should have given you both some room to breath. i should have consoled you and help you both to be happy again. but i didn't do that. instead, i said things which hurt you. i even blamed and scolded you for being emo for soo long. and yes, i regret. it was a grave mistake which caused bffs to drift away. i hope time can rewind, so i can mend my ways, but thats way impossible. now i will try to become a better friend and a better person. i really hope that we will all re-unite, and become stronger then ever!

okay.. today was kindda okay.. guessed the atmosphere is abit tensed.. i somehow feel that bffs are drifting apart.. somehow i felt that it seems too early to start.. but i pray that someone will prove me wrong! i really missed the happy times bffs were together, laughing;crying;and all sorts of nonsense...

back to today, i was late for lessons again! i really am feeling so sick now adays.. issit because of the breakup?? issit thats why i look at everything so negatively?? someone, please come and help me! i dont want to suffer from depression!

so i stayed back with chen min today to do the CADP! thanks chenmin for staying with me! we really had lots of fun staying back! so here i am, at home, trying to nurse myself back to health!

if you could do anything

please turn back time

and make all sorrow and pain dissapear

this is my prayer,

AMEN!

YES I AM FEELING IT! I CAN FEEL THE STRAIN

okay! i did not blog for soo long! so i shall blog now! let me start by summerising my weekend then..

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SAT!

it was really great to meet you guys again.. i guess it was a long time since we have last met, and none of your have changed.. probably just hairstyles, but you both were still as fun going as usual! i really enjoyed the time we spent together! hope to see you guys again!!

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SUN!

had belated father's day lunch at SSC.. ate buffet.. i guess its good as usual, but theres so much deserts this time.. so i guess after eating all these stuff, i won't be eating them for long! haha..jkjk

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today!

did not have lectures in the morning today! so woke up abit later today, but still went to school early.. today was really horrible! i felt sick all the time.. since i woke up with a super sore sore-throat, and aches all over my body, it has not improved as the day passed by. okay, aside with my mood today. besides feeling lousy, everything else was great! it was great to see my friends again! i now truely know how precious they can be! thanks all for helping me throught the 7 weeks i have known you guys!

today's tutorial was okay i guess, had a mini group crit which was'nt that bad! thanks micheal for helping me understand more about my massing. thanks kenny for lending me the kandinsky books though they are overdued. thanks roliah and sean for sacrificing your time though you both had something else to do.. thanks abi, kh, joan, mel, xian tao, chenmin, val, chen yue, josh, dy for the great time!

went to vivo for dinner n fun wif abi, roliah, kh and sean! haha! had great fun esp at the book store! so MAHLU! haha.. but its okay lar!

Aprovacao. hoje era como a merda! Essa menina stupid deixou cair a sopa quente em meu pe! Eu era como que o inferno!! Diga nunca mesmo pesaroso. embora derramasse algum em sua mao! Sirva a sua direita! HAHA!

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A aprovacao, viola era completamente divertimento! Aprendido 11 cancoes goste dentro de um dia! Haha! Eu supus ter ajudas do fundo da musica realmente!

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my post are in portuguese for your info.. cos i need to practice it!

i am chiong-ing, if thats what you say! i am rushing and trying to finish up my primier 2! i have lots to do andits like a never ending journey!

Deixe-me prender sua mao e sentar-se sob a arvore do coco. Quando o sol se ajusta, deixe-me beija-lo delicadamente.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VALERIE & VANESSA!!
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wow! you have a twin sister! haha.. okay! i hope you enjoyed the suprise! haha!
OMG! school starting soon! and i have not even completed wads supposed to be done! HELP ME!

OKAY GREAT! I'M STUCK IN SCHOOL FOR LIKE WAD?? 4 HRS?? WHEN I DON'T EVEN HAVE CLASS!

yeah! i going to syc now!

thanks lele!

went to smu to do some measurements! its already week 2 of the holidays and i have'nt even finish half of the primier 2 part one! OMG! i have been slacking! okay i am motivated! motivated to do my best and to be the top 5% in SP architecture! YES! i can do it!

met lele at city hall at around 6:40pm.. waited for her! and my stupid HP! can't call and recieve calls! WADTHEFUCK!! okok. so went novena to eat dinner! after tt, went for SYC! YEEHA! it was fun! and wow joel! you have really grown! haha.. thinking if i should stay overnight?? but if i do, it means no meeting bff on fri!! so how??

birth month: OCT

favourite activity: TALKING & CAMWHORING

talent: DRAWING??

favourite food: LAKSA!

( A REAL FUN GAME TO PLAY!)

yeah!

yeah! my functions are back! haha!

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tomorrow's wednessday!

means i will be seeing DARCH/FT/1A/02 again! or at least most of them!

one week without them is really fustrating! staying at home is boring! no friends to talk and play and fool around with! but i managed to survive!=) im struggling to finish my primier 2 part one! and there's still a long way to go! we will be heading to smu! i really hope i can get the site study done tomorrow!

talking about tomorrow reminds me of SYC! yes, i am going! and i will be going with lele! haha! have'nt seen that girl for like decades??haha..jkjk

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ok.. got to go now!

will post again! bye!

ok.. i guess life have moved on..
i'm really sorry for wad i've done! really..
i regretted it.. but wads over is over..
i hope and wish u a good life and a better partner in the future..
may we continue to be best of friends..

yours sincerely
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okay! i'm back from the hols! really enjoyable
BFFs! i can't wait to see u all!